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3 more days
And my heart will be broken all over again:( idk how I’m gonna be but I know i will be hurting while your snuggled up next to your girl not knowing nor caring what the day is. It hurts. But hopefully I will be okay and just move on:(
I’m so lonely :( I want a male figure in my life I want to cuddle I want someone to call my boyfriend again but I’m never satisfied with some of the guys that want that. Cause secretly there not you. And I need to get out of that already cause we will never happen again :( I just wish I could be happy with my life and what I do in it.
I wish I was happy
So Sunday is coming up. Am I prepaired for it! Nope not at all:( but can I handle it! I’m pretty sure I can.
A lot of shit just hit me and now I just wanna shut off my phone and cry:(
I’m starting to hate how I acted about everything I understand it was very immature. But it was just so jar to accept everything. One minute you were mine now your someones else and it’s just hard. But I never meant to push you away:( I’m sorry.
I’m over certain people. Some are just being pathetic some are talking shit about you but don’t have the nerve to say anything to your face. Got some fake people int life.
Can we just skip october 2 this year:(
I wish it was you laying next to me every night. Oh man how I wish I heard your heart beat or how it felt to just kiss you a look into your eyes. How it felt to just be in your arms and waking up to you. How I miss seeing your name pop up on my phone. I miss everything about, the good and the bad. But I know I will never have this with you again because you don’t feel the same way:( you...
At this point idk what to do with myself. I’m so depressed. And I’m in denial with it too. I hate walking around acting happy with my life when I’m not, right now there is nothing to be happy about. My hear is broken. My pockets are broke. I’m just a broken disaster. I need to go away for a weekend or a week and just do me. Just relax and not have a care in the world. If I...
I’m gonna fight for you until my heart stops beating 3
Why am I in love with you if you want nothing to do with me. I feel like a waist of time. :( I really fell for you hard and I will never get that chance with you again