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When you burst out crying alone in your room, and...
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Journal Entry #3
Okay so my heart really hurts:( I miss my cuddle buddy more and more everyday:( I really wish he could come back!!! I’m just really depressed there is a lot of things going on and I wish all this pain would go away. I really wanna be happy. But right now there is nothing that can make me happy:( I miss you Pablo very much. And I also miss the old me:(
October 21, 2011
I miss my cuddle buddy=[ I wish this never happened to him. I’m trying to stay strong but its so hard. I miss you pablo and ill see you tonight with everyone=/
Oh man :( going to pablos funeral on Saturday. I’m gonna be a reck. I miss him so much. He was the best cuddle buddy I had in forever. I’m gonna miss that. And his smell, his smile, his everything. Speaking of it now makes me wanna cry. But I’m gonna stay strong for him. I just wish I had more moments with you. You were a great kind person that cared about everyone. I could never...
I talked to you today=]. I just had to i wanted to let you know how i feel about you because before i was too scared. I know im late but i know you were listening either way. You were the best guy any girl was lucky to have. I wish we got to spend more time together and talk more. Im gonna miss a lot of stuff about you Pablo. You always put a smile on my face.I dont care what anyone says your a...
Still a little sad and heart still hurts. But I just keep thinking your in a better place now. I just miss you a lot. I can’t stand the fact we won’t cuddle no more or text anymore. I won’t feel your fingers between mine when we cuddle. I won’t wake up to you when I sleep over. I can’t play with your hair like your a lion lol. Your smell is gone. I can’t deal...
I miss my cuddle buddy Pablo:( why did they take you away from us. You did nothing wrong. Don’t worry boo you will be in my heart for eternity. Ill miss you and still feels unreal. Ugh I can’t stop crying:(
I don’t feel like myself today. Loosing a friend is the hardest thing anybody has to go through. I feel so bad for his parents I can only imagine what there going through eight now. And his boys, his crew. Oh man I feel so bad for them. It just feels so unreal that your gone. While writing I can’t stop the tears from falling from my eyes. You were a great person Pablo and you...
Heard good news. Pablo moved his head and legs. Come on Pablo you can do this. I have faith in you. Your a strong person and don’t deserve this but your still in my prayers and I know your gonna wake up. Your my buddy and more then that and I don’t wanna loose you not like this I know you can pull through
I can’t believe this man. I haven’t this much pain in forever. I’m praying for you pablo. Everyone is, were not ready for you to go. I know you can make it through cause your strong:( your my prayers
My heart hurts really bad right now :(
So annoyed right now. And idky just everytime this certain person complains I get a headache and wanna just jump off a bridge -_- I’m tired of talking to this person they don’t do anything with there lifes but complain. Like go read a book or something !!!!!
Omg I’m so depressing lmaoo I just realized that. Well that’s gonna change soon :)
So. My heart still aches. But not as bad as before. I still miss you though everything we did, all talks we had. I miss them. I don’t know how I will do it with someone else but some day I have to. Because you found that person you wanna do all the things with. Well I’m gonna try and sleep and hopefully tomorrow is a decent day:)
Does it make me a bad friend when I get annoyed and tired of hearing my friends problems ?
So I’m really happy everything worked out we talked it out and were good people now. Hopefully we can become good friends and have no Alessandra or weirdness between us. It still hurts s tiny bit but I’ll be okay:) I believe in some way you made me stronger and I thank you for that:)
Breaking point :)
thomasdykeman asked: Let's hang out.
I gotta start doing better in college I was doing really good now I’m late cause I’m always tired and rather stay in bed
Omg fuck you!!! I tried and I tried it’s getting old. Act immature don’t talk to me. Don’t even acknowledge me. That’s cool. Just remember I was there for you through thick and thin. Everyone is acting immature in this whole situation and it’s taking ever bit of me not to confront both of you guys right now. I’m over it im not dealing with this highschool shit...
October 2, 2009 MDQJ
Happy 2 year anniversary :( of what could have been